Life As I See It. Waiting on Boston

BUT REALLY it’s been a good thing. I promise. Looking back and reading my last tumblr posts, they are all very true. I felt them all. But they are sad. I was still moving out of depression. I was still feeling really difficult things. And I still do, but…

I AM WINNING. God has given me the strength to battle the ugly thoughts and difficult emotions. He has healed me. He has put me back on my feet. I can walk again! And I am on the road to Him. Genuinely. 

AND ALL I WANT to do is just praise Him with my life. Do you know what that feels like? I want nothing more than to do everything for Him and to tell everyone about it. I can feel it ache in my heart when I think about it. My heart is ahead of my body, and it is leading me forward. 

EVEN AT WORK, the Cheesecake Factory. Bahaha. I want to laugh at that every time I say it out loud. Is it as funny to you all as it is to me? (Savannah, I hope it was to you the other day when you unexpectedly saw me.) But God has me there. Why? Not a clue. But he does, and I am going to serve the heck out of those people and those other servers. And I’m going to praise His name while doing it. 

I PRAY that you are all doing very well out in tumblr world. I have missed you all. I hope to have internet at my house once my paycheck is steady, and then we can talk more. Take care of yourselves and find joy in this day!