Life As I See It. Waiting on Boston

I am using tumblr as my avenue for declaring my ungodly beliefs and replacing them with godly beliefs for the next thirty days. This is how I am going to commit to this, and tumblr friends, I hope that you will keep me accountable. 

I confess my sins of believing the lies that: 

I should distance myself because people will abandon me in critical times.

I will always feel alone. 

I am too different from other people. 

I am not worth people’s time or energy.

I am unattractive, and nothing about me is perfect. 

I am too much for people, so I have to hide my emotions. 

Internal anguish is normal for me. 

My value comes from what I do for others.

Lord, bring your healing touch to the hurt in my heart that led me to believe this life. I repent and ask you to forgive me, Lord, for receiving these ungodly beliefs, for living my life based on them, and for any way I have judged others because of them. I receive your forgiveness. 

I renounce and break my agreement with these ungodly beliefs and with all powers of darkness behind them. 

I choose to replace those ungodly beliefs with these godly beliefs: 

God is always with me, and He knows when to bring people in and out of my life. 

There are many people hiding and feeling this way too. I am a light for them. 

Every creation of God is valuable and worthy, even me. 

I am beautiful, if only because God made me. 

Why would I want to even be judged on a worldly scale? Who the hell can be that perfect?

I am not too much. Emotions are part of my creation and part of truth. 

God brings peace here and now. 

My value comes from being a daughter of God only. 

For the next 29 days I will be redeclaring those godly beliefs to you people out in tumblr world. Will you pray for my healing?